Today I was suppose to go to work but I end up slept late (at 3 a.m) because I was trying to download a bunch of sentimental music.

But I was woken up by a terrible nightmare that can unsettle me.
I know sometimes a dream can be a prediction, or a warning, or a dream is just merely a dream. But to me, it was too unsettling to call it a dream.

The only thing I feared is the lost of my parents. I sometimes dreamed that they would be lost in a chaos, confusion or even a cause. No matter what it is, it always involves massacare, war, anhilliation, or even running away from something terrible. I would always dreamt that I was the only to survive and to witness the terrible scene around me...there's once I dreamt something quite terrible, a dream that I wished I never dream before, butchering my parents with my own hands. I admit it is impossible because there is no way I would do that, because in that dream, I was crying.

I prayed that God could please stop this nightmare from haunting me forever.